Another sun rises, another sun sets, and I am here without you by my side. When I close my eyes I can still see you, your beautiful smile and those sparkling sassy brown eyes so full of love. I still smell your perfume, I still hear your voice, and I try so hard to feel your loving gentle touch. Your memories are the first thing on my mind when I rise in the morning and the last thing I think of when I lay my head down at night.
Together we have made so many beautiful memories, but there are so many we had yet to create. My thoughts are so scattered, my emotions so torn, broken and fragile. You were my best friend, my wife, and my everything. Without you by my side everything seems impossible to handle. There is a void in my heart that only your love could ever fill. Together we have overcome so much since the day we met, our love no doubt stronger now than it ever was. I have day dreamed a thousand times over again about what our children would look like. and It absolutely crushes my heart that I will never get to experience that with you. If we had a girl anything like you I would be in some serious trouble, as she would undoubtedly have me wrapped around her little finger just like her beautiful momma. One smile or innocent look is all it took for you to get what you wanted from me and she would have the same effect no doubt. It was your smile that I fell in love with years ago when we met but it was your gentle caring heart that made me buy a ring and take a knee. It feels as if we exchanged our vows just yesterday, on that beautiful day in front of so many amazing friends and families. That day was so perfect and brought us both so much joy as well as memories that will be cherished forever.